Monthly Archives: March 2018

29 Mar 2018

Say Hello to Zoilo Balbarino

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From the Philippines to Chicago

There’s a rather diminutive man who stops by our Cornerstone Food Pantry on a fairly regular basis. I’d seen him many times before, but I did not know his name or his country of origin. So last week I approached him and asked him to tell me a little about himself, and how long had he been in Chicago.

The man sat down and smiled and excitedly showed me his ID, which read Zoilo Balbarino. Then, in very broken English, he attempted to communicate with me. He told that he’d came to Chicago from the Philippines back in 2006. He also was proud to announce that he was now an American citizen.

He went on to tell me that he believed in a “God up in heaven,” and that he went to church on Sundays.

But what struck me in particular at first—was how he was carrying his food home. He had a large bag, and a 5-gal pail that were nearly full. So this 75-years-young man walked out our front door with a few of his “needs” met for the week in a manner that I would “speculate” that he brought from his homeland. Now I don’t know how far he had to go, but I know that he had to be strong, not only physically, but also mentally.

I’d say that he was “the least” in so many folks eyes… but I could tell by his smile that he didn’t view himself that way.

Please pray for Zoilo.

Thanks, Chris.

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29 Mar 2018

Senad on the right track!

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Still receiving the help he desires!

I got a chance to visit with my new friend, Senad Filan, at the Clark Manor Nursing and Rehab Center. I had blogged about him back on Jan. 10 and Jan. 22. He is recovering quite nicely, and is very thankful for all the prayers for him. Senad was originally from Bosnia, and has been in Chicago for the past 19 years. Throughout those years, he says he has worked “construction” and maintenance jobs. At present, he is still working with his caseworkers and our own Jeremy Nicholls in his attempts to secure his Social Security card and his S.S.I. payments, and “affordable housing.” Senad is in a good frame of mind. He knows that all these things take time, and that there’s a process for everything.

And he freely admits he may well need some more time in Clark Manor… making sure he maintains his sobriety. He says his AA meetings are helping him a lot. He also reports that a recent move to another floor has been a positive thing. Senad now says, “Life is a gift, the Lord is close, and I pray every day.”

Please continue to pray for Senad.

Thanks, Chris

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24 Mar 2018

Talking about the Homeless in the Icebox

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Chris & Sandy visit ECC folks in Int’l Falls, MN

My wonderful wife, Sandy, and I were invited up to International Falls, MN to take part in their Evangelical Covenant Church’s Missions Week.

We had an uplifting time, and were blessed to share about the work that Jesus has called us to do at Cornerstone shelter in Chicago. We even got a chance to have lunch with the Mayor of Int. Falls (pop. about 6,000) and two caseworkers of their towns newly opened three-family shelter house. This was thanks to the warm welcome of Pastor Darren Olson, and Lynn Peterson, who helped coordinate our schedule, which included meeting with young adults, seniors, as well as sharing at their two Sunday services.

This church was a fine example of supporting so many “missionaries” (about 30) across our world. Most of the folks that we talked with were very knowledgeable, caring, and dedicated servants of our Lord Jesus Christ. Pray for these generous and loving brothers and sisters.

And I blessed to sign and sell a few of my books, “Discovering Jesus in the Least.”

And oh yeah, this small town is called “The Icebox” of the nation because its’ temps. can reach as low as 30-40 below…without the wind chill! Fortunately for us, the temps. were in the 30’s. But our very gracious hosts, Andy and Laurie Hedlund, told us that we could visit them another time if we wanted to experience “the deep freeze.”

Be cool. And take care. Chris.

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5 Mar 2018

My friend Earl – A Final Farewell!

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So many precious memories!

Another long time friend has gone on ahead of us all. I’m talking about my good friend, Earl Owens, who I visited for so many years in the several nursing homes that he resided in.

To be sure, Earl was quite a “character.” He had a pretty severe case of OCD, or 0bsessive-compulsive disorder. Psychology Today defines OCD as an “anxiety disorder in which people have unwanted and repeated thoughts, feelings, images, and sensations (obsessions) and engage in behaviors or mental acts in response to these thoughts or obsessions. Often the person carries out behaviors to reduce the impact or get rid of the obsessive thoughts, but this only brings temporary relief. Not performing the obsessive rituals can cause great anxiety.”

But since I view myself as quite a character with my own set of “quirks” it wasn’t too hard for us to relate. In fact, we seemed to understand each other only too well.

Earl was “big” guy to say the least… and he liked to eat! And he would quite often complain about the quality and the quantity of food that he would be fed at the many nursing homes he was “shifted” around between. And so, it wasn’t surprising when he’d repeatedly ask me to bring him as much food, cooked and uncooked as I could on my visits.

Since I’ve worked at our Cornerstone Outreach for so many years, I had easy access to much “extra” food that we would regularly receive, which included pizza, sub-sandwiches, fruits, cookies, chips, soups, drinks, and on occasion various meats.

At one nursing home they even had a grill in their outside “rest” area. And Earl was in his glory whenever I brought down all sorts of meats, including steaks, burgers, and sausages… for he showed me and many others how much of a “grill-master” he was. And we readily shared our abundance with other clients and staff.

Now, of course, I have to admit that not every nursing home staff was happy to see me whenever I’d come to visit Earl… with my box or two of items. But most of them didn’t really object to my actions… they knew that it brought a lot of joy to Earl.

But our relationship was not only about food. We’d always get into deep discussions about my work at the shelter, and how best to carry out my duties. And the following admonitions are the ones that he‘d repeatedly tell me.

  1. “Chris, don’t feel you have to “jump” whenever someone requests a few “extras.” Instead, you tell them to wait and say, ‘I’ll see what I can do a little later.’ Then you’ll find out who really needs these things, and who doesn’t. Because the ones that don’t will not wait around.”
  2. “Chris, you need to delegate much of your work.” And I’d respond much of the time, “Yeah, who am I going to delegate to?” And then Earl would say, “You just need to trust God, and you need to let folks help you a lot more than you do. Because don’t you see, these folks want to help—you’ve just got to let them, and don’t worry so much.”

And I’d take my good friend Stewart along with me to visit him for time to time. So he got to know Stewart (who’s so friendly, caring, and childlike) very well and he’d always ask how Stewart was doing. And I’d say, “Oh, he’s busy doing so many other things. He does so much on his own, now. And he’s got so many friends in our community and the shelter that he’s always on go.”

Then Earl would just smile and say, “Wow, that is so great. Wow, you must be so proud to have played such an important role in his life. He’s just “taken off” (carved out a life of his own) right before your eyes. You see how God works.”

And I’d have to admit these insights still ring true to this day!

Still, there were plenty of times that Earl would have to rant and rave about how his doctors, caseworkers, and nurses didn’t understand him, and were out to make his life “miserable.”

And I’d have calm him down (or at least try to) so that he could “sometimes” admit that his perceptions were “a bit harsh” and overstated.

And many times that I’d get so frustrated with my attempts to talk some “sense” into him that I would end up saying, “You know, Earl it seems like you aren’t even willing to listen to a thing I have to say.”

But then he’d surprise me from time to time by saying, “No, Chris, I do listen to what you have to say. You have no idea how much your friendship and your viewpoints mean to me.”

So, my friend Earl and I have had many great times and visits and laughs together over so many years. And to think our relationship simply started by our getting to know each other at our “Dinner guest” program about 20 years ago.

I will miss Earl. It still seems strange that he’s gone. He seemed to fight through and always come out the other side of so many health and psychiatric problems.

But I know now—he’s at rest. His journey is over down here on earth. But it’s only just beginning up in heaven!

Oh yeah, and I know what Earl would say to me right now. He’d say, “Chris, don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine. But don’t you ever forget that there are so many lonely and needy folks out there, and they’d be thrilled to have you as a friend.”

Thanks, Earl, I’ve been fortunate to have you as a friend all these years. Rest in peace, my friend. And oh yeah, if it’s not too much trouble can you save me a spot at the Lamb’s wedding feast? (Rev. 19:6-9) I’d be honored to sit by you. Your friend, Chris.

This story is about Earl -who I had named Charles in the Discovering Jesus in the Least book -to protect his identity at the time.

You’ll Be Alright

I periodically find myself examining my performance before the Lord. Am I really doing all that I should be doing? Couldn’t I be doing more? Shouldn’t I be doing more? Is Jesus really pleased with me?

One evening I was visiting my friend Charles in the nursing home that he lives in. Charles is a rather large man who is confined to a wheelchair, and in a lot pain. He has a myriad of health problems.

I had first gotten to know Charles about fifteen years earlier. He was walking then, and he’d stop by our dinner guest time quite often. He always seemed to have a word of wisdom not only for myself, but also for the many youth groups that came to serve.

He would be “in his glory” whenever a few young people surrounded him, hanging on every word he uttered. He loved to tell stories of life on the streets, and he was good at it.

Charles and I became friends over the years. We just seemed to hit it off. We would easily get into discussions about life in this 21st century and how it related to our work with the poor. I say “our work” because Charles was always so proud of the fact that he too loved the poor, and would share whatever he had with those in need. There was just a level of respect between us, a depth of understanding, such that we easily became friends, and even confidantes.

It just so happened that on this visit I was in one of my more introspective moods. And so, I shared my self-examination with Charles, not really expecting much of a response. But I was wrong.

“You’ll be alright, Chris,” he said matter-of-factly. He was calmly affirming me and my service to our Lord. He was reminding me of God’s love and care for me, particularly when I find myself debating my own sense of value and worth in God’s eyes. He was reminding me of something I need to hear often.

And so, on this visit, instead of me bringing love and support to Charles, it was he that was dispensing the love and understanding to me.
I’m just glad that Jesus still knows how to get through to me. I guess having a friend like Charles is a good thing—for me!

Thanks for stopping by. Chris

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